Do not know how to begin ... I'm 23 years old and a 5-yearrelationship with my future husband (L) I love him you being with all my heart .. and live together in theory but in practice several days a month we meet in because of work or college .In a year ago I met a man (A) which I found just a friend .. at least I started a few months begining a ''relationship'' if a can call it that, knowing then that he is married and has a baby a few months .. I wanted to give him since then but I had not enough ambition .. I love two men, in different ways, and, however impossible it sounds, that's the truth... I lived with my future husband the best years of my life and I will remain deeply grateful for the rest of my life simply because they feel there for me. I last man alive for what I did and even if I heart broke in half, so today I ended my ''adventure''.. I'm sure gonna miss him......He's exceptionally quick, but even so I can not go .. it is very hard to watch because he still called for when I say I respond and although he do not want to accept my decision ... I do not know what time I have given up the moral principles and I know I'll be criticized, in my turn, I thought it would be an unforgivable mistake ... I never thought I'd be able to have a relationship with a married man ...and worse, already has a relationship to my turn .. I feel like I'm living the life of another person and I am convinced , under his skin, indeed, never say never ... I know I'm worthy of criticism, but I would ask, if I can give me an advice ... .. a shoulder support ...
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